Tuesday

Learning to live alone here. Missed work again this morning. Got a call from the boss who was like, "so, wondering if you were coming in today...". Can't tell with Charlie, whether he's angry or not, which is scary, because he's usually laughing at something. I don't want to piss him off, especially since he's stuck his neck out for me. I have been working hard though, on this big project I really should have finished last Friday.

I text messaged Shannon today when she was in-flight to New Mexico. I was pretty satisfied with it, because it wasn't boyfriend material but I just didn't want to drop from her life completely. Maybe she needs this time though, and a few days with her dad in NM should really do her some good. What is she thinking? If only she wrote in her Xanga. So I'm left in the dark. Undoubtedly her dad will notice that I'm not calling her, or she's not calling me. I wonder if she's told her parents, or anyone. I'm not letting anyone know, except I think Steph has caught on.

Oh I'm too damn tired to keep going.